For a very long time, I have been in survival mode. It seemed to start sometime in Spring 2008 when Liam was 9 months old and his sleep went to hell. Then there was an overseas move, then an unexpected pregnancy, then morning sickness, then…
Tag Archive: sadness
Aug
17
Not sure where to go from here
I have lived here before, so I thought I knew the landscape, but things change in 2 years.I knew that by placing Liam at a private school, we’d lose his IEP. I battled with anxiety over that for months. He has started school (will be a sepe…
Mar
06
And so the social exclusion begins…..
I am crying as I type this, my heart hurts, and I feel sick to my stomach. Over the past 2 weeks, two boys from Liam’s “typical” preschool had birthdays. He was not invited to any parties, and I clung to hope that maybe neither boy (both mi…
Jun
30
As if June 30th isn’t bad enough
On June 30, 1983 my mom committed suicide. June 30th is always hard for me. I go around with the lyrics to Fleetwood Mac’s “Landslide” in my head:”I took my love and I took it downI climbed a mountain and I turned aroundAnd I saw my reflection i…
Jun
30
As if June 30th isn’t bad enough
On June 30, 1983 my mom committed suicide. June 30th is always hard for me. I go around with the lyrics to Fleetwood Mac’s “Landslide” in my head:”I took my love and I took it downI climbed a mountain and I turned aroundAnd I saw my reflection i…
May
15
How to teach empathy about differences?
A couple weeks ago, I changed the days of Liam’s therapy so we could go see the USO’s Sesame Street program on base. This meant we encountered different children at the therapy center where Liam does private speech and occupational therapy. …
Mar
14
The same old song and dance
This is a video I took a couple of weeks ago. Before you watch it, turn down your volume as it shows Ben crying pretty hard. While you watch it, think back to almost 2 years ago when I showed a video of his reflux cry. That video can …
AMFAS Update
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Conner’s Search For A Voice
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Pieces
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Oh What a Life!
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Autism Recovered
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Four Cannons
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P.R.E.K.P.A.
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Michelle’s maniacal musings on mommyhood
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A House of Hagfeldt’s
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ArmyWifeToddlerMom
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Major Autism
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